Life As Always

“My wish for you is that you continue. Continue to be who and how you are, to astonish a mean world with your acts of kindness. Continue to allow humor to lighten the burden of your tender heart.”

-Maya Angelou

Life happened as always.
“This is as good as it’s gonna get”.
It will only get worse from now on.
I just have to deal with it straight on.

I mean 23 years and still not dead.
After all the “life” that happened.
Quite a pretty feat.

When you are hurting,
You hurt other people.
I have no strength
To do any of those.
And its a good thing.
Let me be weak.
Let me not able to lift a finger.
Or a muscle.

Weak as always
To keep the heart soft and squishy.
Wheeee
But strong
To keep going.

Hey
You got this.
23 years and still not dead.
And I’m not asking you to
Go straight ahead, and be normal again.
I’m asking you to take your time
And be squishy as always.

Soo squishy people just can’t help but
Be comforted by squishy hearts hehe.
Like cotton candy so soft.
Soft enough to forgive.

Be squishy when you are ready.

I know you will come around.

So what if they think
It is stupid to care
And be nice.

Because it is the bravest thing
That you can do.
Because that is your strength.
Because you do not want to be like them.

Because you are not like them.

Because you can.

~S.H.~
Note to self.